Looking for some inspiration here. I know i could have done something better with my life up until now and i am pretty sure i feel like nothing is lost.
Probably thats where the complacency creeps in :)
A friend once suggested that you shouldn't get too personal in your blog. People tend to assume things or get to know about you which you would like to keep a secret. Well i wouldn't be writing something on a blog if i wanted to hide it i guess, so thats covered.
I was thinking lying down what i could do with my time. I probably think a lot and am too lazy to go out there and implement it. Too lazy, too tired, too bored.
I have had some really good friends. End of the day i feel good. I am not someone who opens out to others very easily. There are a very few who know a lot about me. But i have made some friends whom i have shared with. Who i trust. And i am happy about that. I am also sorry for a few instances in my life which obviously can't be undone. But thats life. I am atleast strong enough to accept my faults (i think)
I have been accused of not being ambitious which works against me a lot. And i am pretty sure i am going to face that in the near future as well.
I think i am doing what i feel like doing. And at the end of the day atleast i'll be content that i am in this position because of me. I dont have anyone or anything to blame, 'cause i dont like doing that. Whatever happens with our lives i guess we always have choices to make. What we choose is what we get. And i choose to be myself.
